How did I get here?

How did I get here?

You ever asked yourself this question before??

Was it a good question or a bad question? What do I mean by this? This is a question that one might ask themselves when they have conquered and came out with good results. Just because they did not have any idea how they could do it, at all when they began their journey. In another scenario it could be you questioning your sanity, your decisions in life, your regret and everything that happened you never thought would happen.

I want to talk to two different kinds of people right now. The one who is asking this question out of disbelief, that after all they went through, they have conquered. I am also going to speak to the one who is asking this question out of regret. Here we go.

1.      “Out of nothing came out something, it is not just something but someone strikingly amazing!” (@christine-matenga IG)

I am talking to you who doubted your ability in the first place. Your ability to change the situation, to lead your life, to come out best. You didn’t think you were going to make it, to come out of it alive, to be successful, to move on, to pass, to conquer, but look where you are now. The power that you have is no power that can be underestimated, it’s no power to take for granted, it’s no power to ever doubt. It’s a power built within you to change things for the better, to fight through and conquer, to pull through against all odds and speak life to dry bones.

What power am I talking about? It’s the power to build, the power to come first , the power to speak life, to speak happiness and to change thing for the better. I have no idea what you went through in life( but I know what I have, and I don’t want to imagine it, I lost a great deal, but here I am); you could have lost a child, your mother, your job, literally everything, but how did you get here? You could have gotten help from friends and family, you could have been helped by a strong support system, but had you not decided to move on, you couldn’t have made it. This is the power I am talking about. This is a power we possess as human beings, a power so unimaginable, a power called your “mind”.

You have so much of it vested in you to create and build and speak life and happiness. It’s a power I want to acknowledge its existence and use it for your own good. This is a power that was given to you by nature, by the universe, by God who created heaven and earth, by whatever supernatural being you acknowledge its divinity. You are here because you allowed yourself not to take eternity being the victim; you told yourself there is life after everything else. This is a lesson to you, that no matter what, don’t ever doubt yourself and your capabilities. You got here because no matter how much you doubted yourself, you proved yourself wrong, which means that you have a power you underestimate, and only you, you can do more, if you believe in yourself.

 I came here to tell that I am so proud of you, and you definitely should be. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, there is more you can do, just you do not know, and I am here to make you understand or to remind you to remember this. Just as I am growing to find myself, join with me so that we can grow together. I have found that, had I not been doubting myself the whole while, I could have gone places far than I am right now, but it’s a process, a process you got to trust, and as we learn from our mistakes, we got to grow and be open to learn more, and trust that we are more than we let on. Give yourself a hug, nobody owes you anything and neither do you owe anyone anything for coming out great. Is your question answered now? I hope at least you now have an idea how you got here, BECAUSE YOU CAN, UNAPOLOGETICALLY SO!!!

2.      Out of something, emerged nothing and not only nothing but strikingly dust and ashes

(@christine-matenga IG)

The power you have to build is the very same power you have to destroy, to destruct beyond recognition. I am talking to you who feels useless, unworthy, full of regrets, failures and everything negative. Do you realize what you have done to yourself. The decisions you have made and the mistakes you have not learnt from, have you thought why they have followed you. The power you have given to the outside world to label you a failure, to label you useless, and accept it as you have. So much power you have given through your lack of forgiveness, regret, self-blame and everything that has called a dark cloud upon you. Have you thought how this has broken the beautiful person you are. The pity parties you have thrown yourself ever since what happened took place.

Your very own seclusion, done by you from the rest of the world and your inability to call or ask for help, your fear to be judged, your lack of trust to the person who could have helped you, your doubt, your misjudgment, your everything negative. Why haven’t you taken time to forgive, to move on, to learn to let go, to listen, to surrender, to swallow your pride. How did I get here? Because in many cases than one you have misjudged, you have thought negative about yourself, you calculated your loses and found them overwhelmingly so many even before giving the chance to the other person. How did you get here? Because you surrendered before you even fought. You found yourself unworthy before even trying to find how much you are worthy. You cared too much and you gave it all. You believed you cannot, and you couldn’t. 

Your mind is power, and you didn’t know. You passed the final judgement even before everybody else did, and when they did, that was the final nail on the coffin. So you ask, how did I get here? You got here because you failed to see the power you have, the power to forgive and live, to ask for help, to learn from mistakes and never make them again, you kept opening your heart to the one person that kept hurting you. But it’s never too late, because I am here to remind you that before you know it, you can change this “nothing to something, and not only something but a strikingly amazing someone”, stop with the pity party, because it’s what got you here in the first place, you gave the outside too much power to dictate your life. Change starts with you, it starts with you, because you are everything amazing.

Stand up and put your life together. Why do I speak like I know what I am talking about? Because I have been there, but I took my life back and realized that “ ONLY I HAVE THE POWER TO BE WHERE I WANT TO BE, and when the time to ask myself comes, “How did I get here? , I will gladly smile and say “Because I believed I could and I did”….

Did I just speak to somebody? I hope I did? If not enough look for me, and we will talk some more… Stay beautiful, stay conquering, stay on top, because you are number one, own your own role, because everybody else is taken…

#conquer2019 #believeinyou #yesyoucan